Forgotten.

It's been such a long and dreadful year actually.

It's getting a bit better but I am not at a point where I'm grateful yet.

Everything is exactly opposite from last year.

My life crumbled a lot this year

but along the way

things happen and I managed to stand back up.

All I need now is to tough it out.

My birthday is coming real soon 

and my one wish is that as soon as the clock strike Midnight,

my life would star anew.

Good things would start happening.

Sadness would fade away.

My life as it used to be would return.

I no longer have to spent everyday second-guessing my every move.

All I have to do is live it.

Then I would be eternally grateful.

And for you to come back to me.

That's all I ask for on my Sixteen birthday.

To find myself again

and just be me.